I’m consciously knowing about important space/place in my life. It’s a gradually process of formation, or sometimes just a contingent moment. I can imagine myself seeing kitchen as something important.
Some people, especially guys would think kitchen is never a space they would ever pause at even a moment. Most people think that it really doesn’t worth spending one to two hours in the kitchen. Kitchen to them, it might just be something satisfy their fundamental food requirement. Mainly before the WWII, the modernization process of kitchen in the United States was meant to keep women at home to take care of kids and help run family routines. Kitchen is always being seen as a female domain, although I realized that it might be different across different cultures and regions. When I saw how guys in Shanghai, China, can cook that well in college, I shocked. There are always people kidding that marry a guy from Shanghai, you stomach will always be satisfied.
Kitchen itself to me means something more. It wasn’t my space before I started graduate school in the States. I barely cooked when back home due to many reasons, but now it became something necessary. Yes, I like cooking and I know it’s pretty time-consuming. It is a kind of moment that I can forget the outside and concentrate on just like I’m reading books. It’s not something that I consider as “have to do” but I must do, especially in between stressful work. It gives me breaks and pleasure. If you ever asked me which part of my apartment I’d like to keep with, it is the kitchen. I don’t really care about the compliment that I would get when I cook something terrific but the moment of cooking itself satisfies me a lot, relive my stress. Of course there are many other moments I enjoy in life, reading, writing, playing pool and going to gym for example, but cooking is the only thing that could relate myself to a space, a specific space that I want to be there. This happened under a contingent condition–studying abroad–when this became a necessary routine, but I consider it more as a trigger. I could link myself to kitchen before it finally became my own space. I had the desire to dominate it long time ago.
Another thing that I can link myself to kitchen is my shopping experience. One good experience I relate myself to is shopping for dishes and cooking ware. This is another activity that I can strengthen my moment in the kitchen, a space that I self immersed in.
At the very end I’d like to say, “cooking kills my loneliness and gives the feeling of HOME.”